Oh dear lord where to begin. hows about with a disclaimer:
YES, i know others have worse lives. I am not the mopst deprived youth around, but that doesn't mean I dont have a right to rant about things that I think suck, ok? ^_^ HUAGH!
Anyway, the year so far, overall, has sucked.
New years day i didnt notice arrive until a pal of mine turned from usd playing video games to say happy new year. that was kinda funny smile
If i think about it, im not sure why this year has sucked other than massive depression about my performance at school. I just am to fukin lazy is all >_< meh.
My brother got into a car wreck and had a misdiagnosed broken wrist. he was using it like nothing was wrong for 4 weeks. and then "OH! by the way, its broken."
>_<
Benn becoming seemingly more anti-social in the respect taht I just dont seem to want to go anywhere, or never call anyone. The guy that I'm currently after lives to far away and now his ******** computer is broken and i havent been able to talk to him for a while. He, so far, has been the only one that kept my mind from beating myself up, by the way.
The anime convention i go to, ACen, is coming up, and i cant think of a costume i'd look good in, or want to do for that matter, but everyone else has had no trouble. Even if i did get an idea, i can't sew or do anything well that requires making a costume.
gonk being dependant like this sucks so much a**. I hate this ******** heplessness feeling. I've tried doing something about it, but I just can't seem to get anything to work that I try. gonk aaaangst
I cannot:
Sew
Cook
Wake Up on time
get enough Sleep
pay for anything, so it seems
trust people
get a better job
lose weight
draw
>_< It's been the "lets find Emilie's Faults" all ******** year gonk At least everyone else I know doesnt have this damn curse sweatdrop if they did id probably say its my fault cause they hang around me razz
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