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Listen if you must.


Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now I'm ashamed of this Now I'm so ashamed of me Isn't it werid how a song that you've love for just about forever can relate to your life/day so much? i've had a very crappy day. and this song tells teh story liek it is. People tell me to look at whats good in life and to hold on, so i do. I can't take losing all the time. Im so afraid of teh gift god gives me, life. I keep finding people & my self telling me, that i don't belong here. I have so little confidence in everything now. yeah thats right my life sucks, and theres no way out. XXlea0XX · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 08:22pm · 5 Comments


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	Wow... Lea....thats deep. Once you get on message me. i wanta talk to you. Offline Legolasxx · Community Member · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 08:42pm


	Omg lea,thats the best song ever up there Offline FrozenxSummerxSilhouette · Community Member · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 08:49pm


	sad keep your chin up lil sister, life deals all of us a bad hand, but you can't just give up. you do belong here. you're just an outcast like me. and the number one thing is to remember that you're not alone. you are strong enough to handle it. god won't give you more than you can handle. so don't give up hope. If you need confidence, talk to me. I'll always spare some for you, but don't let them win. be strong, so that when your time comes to shine, you're not so beat up that you can't stand. we stand together. 3nodding Offline NINSUNE · Community Member · Tue Dec 12, 2006 @ 02:20am


	awh! hugs. U belong! Be confident, u have friends such as me, dont worry! cry Offline Purity Uchiha · Community Member · Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 01:42am

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peace & love. ♥

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