i'm so bored and sad. everything seems to fall apart, even if i'm havin fun. i don't understand. i feel so lost. so vey lost in this world, trying to find my place. i'm emotionless. well, sort of. right now, all i feel is confazzled, sad, and lost. three people on my friends list are sending me messages now, and i don't understand. i wonder what i said, if i said anything, that would make them stop talking to me. maybe they're to busy talkin to each other? i dunno. and one of my friends said that they were'nt sendin him messages anymore as well. u people have absolutely no idea how i feel. whether u can relate or not. i have been hurt, and betrayed so many diff. times, that i dunno who to trust anymore. heck, i dunno if i can even trust my friend katie. and i haven't seen or talked to my boyfriend for more than two days. i....... i dunno what to do. but hey, this is a normal feeling. or at least maybe once or twice every 3 months. i dunno. i don't really care either. you can try to help me, but, well the truth is, i really don't think u can. ur welcome to try though.
and incase ur wondering[cuz everyone does...] I'M NOT EMO!!!!!!! got it?! scream
my heart is like an ice box, i feel so cold. the only one who can warm my heart is my boyfriend. thats y i need to talk to him, or see him. neutral
 shadow_demon_Kyo · Wed Nov 22, 2006 @ 01:39am · 5 Comments |
