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	I am NOT a ditz! And I'm not depressed either, dammit!!!


I decided, once and for all, I'm ****** sick of being a ditz. Why, after all these years? you ask. There are several reasons. One: It's a friggin pain in the a. I have to remind myself to act stupid, and it's a waste of time. Two: I'm pretending to be someone I'm not, and doesn't that just show GREAT moral value, children? Three: I am a wicked awesome person and I want people to love me for who I REALLY am. Dramatic audience "awww" Four: I feel like I'm lying to everyone around me by acting like a total dumbass, smartass, mature person, or whatever fit the situation. But mostly acting like a dumbass. I am NOT a dumbass. I am NOT a ditz! And, fifth, the thing that pushed me off the edge: John. The way I act? The dumbass thing? He says I'm "annoying" and he "wishes I would go away". Dude. ****** that! He's one of the things that matters most to me, albeit he doesn't even know me and probably never will. But I'll try. Because even if he doesn't LIKE me for who I am, I want him to know. I'm not stupid. I'm not ditzy. I'm not bitchy. I'm ready to prove it. Audra Connolly** · Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 07:54pm · 1 Comments


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Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 01:03pm

Go you I guess... well I am not sure about the last one sweatdrop most girls are bitchy lol just kidding sweatdrop

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