Yeah at the moment ive been having some really suicidal thoughts but i know i cant go through with them on two conditions one my friends would kick my a** even after I was dead and two i know that like only two people care for me for sure and i dont think i want to see them hurt so yeah my life is still a living hell and it seems to be getting worse each day *nods and sighs* I just wish that i could talk to someone and i know they know who they are but are never on when i am so it really sucks a** cause im very depressed and disoriented at the moment so yeah im going to go listen to some music and try to cope with life...... rolleyes
 flames556 · Wed Jan 12, 2005 @ 10:24pm · 2 Comments |
