you know what? today I realized that I hardly know anyone at ucps anymore! I used to know everybody... when I was in 8th grade... but that was so long ago, atleast it seems like it anyways... I used to always say "ucps is great because everybody knows everybody" but as years go by, I seem to find that less and less true... I think I only know one 8th grader this year so far, and that's only because he's in my jazz band... and I really haven't met too many new people... only the ones my friends know... when I had to nominate people for homecoming elections, I realized I don't know any 8th graders and very few 9th graders, only the ones I hang out with. plus I didn't vote for any sophomores, cuz to be honest, I just plain don't like that class (no offense to anybody, I don't know you all), there are only a few exceptions... that's what scares me, they will be planning my senior prom next year! aaah! plus things just don't seem as much fun as they used to be, I mean, sure I still laugh hard every single day that I'm at school, but I guess I just don't have much fun... maybe it's because we've matured and we're not arrogant little prats anymore... (not meaning that all underclassmen are prats! but my class definately was full of them, including myself and my friends at the time... and I don't regret it, we had some of the best times of our lives back then...) Maybe I just miss the "good ol' days"... sometimes I just wonder if I've made all the right decisions in my life... I mean, I love my friends, and I would die without them, but it wasn't part of the original plan! For heaven sake, they're mostly freshman, and I'm a junior! I just don't know... I suppose I just miss my old friends and the great times we had together, although I definately don't miss the drama... ugh!
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