Okay so I seem to be doing better with actually being happy-ish.
Something that has majorly helped my mood is helping other people. It's really weird.
God rocks my socks. I have found out two things that I'm good at...well I just tell you about what happend.
At a church campout a group of 19 kids went out to play flashlight tag and we met a group of about 5 people who were very...anti everything. They would fit right in with my old school. At least every other word was a cuss word, and they would just do it to piss people off, not even because it was a habit.
But I was able to just shrug it off because I knew that some people are just like that. I also noticed that the group seemed to behave better around me. I would just be quiet and let them do whatever they were, and they ignored me. Which usually isn't nice, but it is when the only other option is getting cussed out.
So because of me going to CLC I can get along well with Anti-Christian type people, which is a good thing.
The second thing happend more recently. This one guy was getting b*(&&&ed at and I was somewhat annoyed at him to. Then he posted something about depression. And so I PMed him because I know how much being depressed sucks, and I knew what he was going though (somewhat). Now he is somewhat happier because of me.
So even having emotional disabilities can be a good thing.
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