xp i am so ******** tired today i'm no longer in 'hyper kitty' mode of thought im in 'zombie' mode of thought today ugh i tried to work in all my classes and im so tired that when i try to read it's like a drug trip the letter's actually floated above the page and danced and it was such a pretty dance to so magical and such stare i wish my past would stop haunting me i need to stop liveing in it because it's a horrible place to dwell but i was thinking about selling them away forever andd letting someone else dwell on them and starting with a clean slate on my mind but i guess if that was possible i might not want to do it i may lose all the bad time's but what few good time's there have been will also leave me and in some aspect's it's a horrible trade off *sigh* all the emotional abuse it's a thing that haunt's me but it's not my fault it's the fault of all thos that were terrible to me that betrayed my trust and turned they're back on me when i thought i needed them the most... but it was them ishould of turned away from but i kept takeing the emotional torment from them *sigh* i guess i was just afraid to be alone again
matt the neko Community Member 
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