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Well for all of you who have seemed to think I have vaporized and don't care anymore, let's see if I can give you an adequet update.
First off, until recently I have been on pain meds after having the fun teeth pulled. Anyone who has had that happen knows how bad it can be. Some people can be up in a few hours and be fine. Unfortunately, I'm not one of those people. And the pain meds weren't a walk in the park either. Just about everyone who knows me knows I don't do drugs, drink, or any of that other crap for religious reasons as well as I don't like having my mind messed with. Since these pain meds do exactly that, and while they make me feel better I'm not a happy person when I'm on them. And because of those meds, I couldn't keep a prolonged train of thought to save my life, if people wanted a complete piece of crap writing to placate them that their choice. I don't. I'd rather have a good piece of intelligent story. Rutter taught me that much.
Second, I have been working my a** off as of late so I could help my mother pay her bills since my 'father' won't pay his alamony as well as trying to save for my computer. The computer part is also kind of obvious and once I finally get that I'll be able to be on more and I can get things moving again in a few forums.
Third, when people I love need help, say like the Boyos and the Coven, a fun little time on the net isn't quite that important. Sorry, but it's true.
And last, I might not have mentioned it to a lot of people on here but my 'father' was getting married. Needless to say I'd wake up at night and hear my mom crying in the other room and I'd need go do something about it. I'm trying to console my mother and keep her from flipping out all the time which can be a daunting task. Not only that but I've also been playing counciler to my older brother who has just realized that he's been used his entire life by my 'father' and he's dealing with some of the same issues I went through a while back. And let's add on top of that, I'm also dealing with my 'father' trying to send me false overtures of peace and love. So, if anyone is well versed in psychological warfare, please do give a yell. That would make my life so much easier.
People, I do have a life outside of Gaia, just like the rest of you. You have problems, I have problems and right now I'd rather not have my life blow up on me, the Coven, or my family. We all have issues, yes? Then be patient, please. I'm sorry if this came across as harsh and bitchy. But show some kindness and consideration for the people around you too. Still love you all.
 Karidys · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 04:54pm · 4 Comments |
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