My friends at school don't really understand why I smoke. Sad thing is is that they actually do understand, just not that much, but a lot more than I understand why.
It's not that I really feel the need to, it just helps me cope with stuff, like my loneliness.
I don't know. I hate how smoking is so socially acceptable, because in my mind it's a lot worse than other ways I deal with s**t. But I smoke more now because it's not as bad in the eyes of society.
confused confused confused
This is like a "Comment on Society" journal entry. Not a "Wow I'm really emo" journal entry.
sodium Community Member 
|
|
Community Member
I know I'm making up words.