okay well basically i don't know why i post no one comes here anyway i guess it is just a good place to vent.. anyway .. i am assuming i am pmsing cuz every little thing upsets me today whether it be jealousy.. *just recent* .. or earlier i was feeling sick because i know i am not model material and my really thin and pretty friends/cousins they of course think they are fat .. and they have eating disorders.. and i feel helpless cuz i can't help them but yet at the same time i wish i could look like them.. only not by doing what they do .. i am afraid myself that one day i will become like them.. but i am afraid i won't be thin.. i will be rejected by all and i will become to the point where i won't be able to turn back.... why do i hate my life.. why do i feel like i am never good enough?
Melena Rai Community Member 
|
|
Community Member