I feel so... ignored. worthless. alone. unloved.
And I don't know why. -Well... I feel ignored because nobody calls me. Nobody comments anymore. Daniel doesn't pay much attention to me when we're on the phone anymore. -I'm not sure why I feel worthless... because I am, I guess. -I feel alone because I am. Sitting here by myself. I've seen three or four people that mean something to me all day. I'm not with him, either. I wish I was. I haven't touched him in ages. -I feel unloved because the spark is gone... Sometimes I wonder if Daniel's attracted to me anymore... I'm sure he is, I think it's just my brain being lame and making me worry too much or something... But I dunno... I just... don't know. I just don't want to lose what we have... Because I love him so much, it's not even funny. I want to marry him, for ******** sake.
I don't know.....
Whatever.
siriustoast · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |