I feel so depressed lately and I don't know why... ha ha, on Friday, I went to my friend's house after school cuz we got out early... so Jordan didn't have a key, so I had to climb through a window to unlock the door... the only thing was, I scratched myself like big time on the window edge... there were red marks all over the back of my arms and on my belly... I was afraid that my parents would see the marks on my arms cuz I didn't have a good explanation, since I wasn't supposed to be at Jordan's house... but they never noticed... even when I put on my bikini to get into the hot tub... but it was dark then... and I was like freaking out the whole time! lol... but yeah, I was really angry today, and then I was sad and I cried a lot, then I was really depressed and I just sat on my bed, staring at the wall for like 2 hours... and sometimes I wonder if I've made all the right decisions in my life, like choosing my friends... I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my friends, they're the only thing that keep me sane most of the time... but sometimes I have to wonder...
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