Today was the movies.
You, Me, and Dupree.
Sappy.
Kind-of Funny.
I got mad at my mom today. She just won't shut up about how she "cured" me. I realize she went through emotional trauma and that she was worried about me but give it a rest already. I was sick. I'm better. Stop it already. It makes people look at you like: "Awww. Poor baby. Lets give a job that is meant for fourteen year-olds because she was sick." So I just got really mad today and let my temper get out of hand and yelled at her. I made her cry... actually. But I don't feel bad for what I said, only for yelling.
Erm.
I'd like to say a few things in response to my comments.
-I try and look pretty, but not for David's ******** attention though. I don't like him that way and that's why he was pissing me off.
-I kind of find when somebody acts superior attractive. If they try and act better than me then I might just like that. I have a crush on him but that doesn't really matter anymore since I won't see him ever again.
-Sarah, thank you for your informed consent but I don't think I'll need it. I don't bash here you because it would just be like a broken record since you do it all the time. It's not worth my time and energy to rant about it, probably hurt your feelings, then write an apology about it later.
-For some reason Cara's comment didn't make me upset in the slightest.
-I already have a pretty good idea of what the responses to this entry will be.
<3Julie
You, Me, and Dupree.
Sappy.
Kind-of Funny.
I got mad at my mom today. She just won't shut up about how she "cured" me. I realize she went through emotional trauma and that she was worried about me but give it a rest already. I was sick. I'm better. Stop it already. It makes people look at you like: "Awww. Poor baby. Lets give a job that is meant for fourteen year-olds because she was sick." So I just got really mad today and let my temper get out of hand and yelled at her. I made her cry... actually. But I don't feel bad for what I said, only for yelling.
Erm.
I'd like to say a few things in response to my comments.
-I try and look pretty, but not for David's ******** attention though. I don't like him that way and that's why he was pissing me off.
-I kind of find when somebody acts superior attractive. If they try and act better than me then I might just like that. I have a crush on him but that doesn't really matter anymore since I won't see him ever again.
-Sarah, thank you for your informed consent but I don't think I'll need it. I don't bash here you because it would just be like a broken record since you do it all the time. It's not worth my time and energy to rant about it, probably hurt your feelings, then write an apology about it later.
-For some reason Cara's comment didn't make me upset in the slightest.
-I already have a pretty good idea of what the responses to this entry will be.
<3Julie
Community Member
It doesn't matter if you like or dislike the particular boy that is giving you the attention-- the point is that when you fix yourself up, you accept the fact that MALES IN GENERAL are going to look at you in a different way. By accepting that, you are no longer allowed to say "I don't like it because I don't like him." You waive your right to complain about male attention if you conciously do something to invite it, whether it is from someone you find attractive or someone you find repulsive.