Ok, I'm pissed off. Ok more than pissed off I'm seething.
I had my audition today and I was hoping for a better part than before. In Bugsy Malone I had a shite part and therefore put the effort into my drama lessons to try and get a better part this time around.
Turns out in Oliver I'm either playing Mrs Bumble or someother old ******** woman.
My drama teacher wouldnt even LET me audition for Fagin - who I really wanted to try for and act.
No, yet again I am stuck as an old bloody woman who moans and whines all the time and is in hardly any scenes at all. I am sick of him giving his favourites the good parts all the time. It makes me sick.
My drama teacher doesn'e even appriciate that I'm reliable and I really wanted a big part - Christ I was willing to sing for a good part! D<
Add to that my father busting in on me in my underwear cos my music was too loud and the fact that no-one in my household saved me a beetroot or a strawbaberry means I'm really annoyed.
I am sick of being there for everyones enjoyment. At times I feel like a whore - but not in the sexual context. People laugh at me, tease me and speak behind my back and to be honest I am tired of it.
I feel like shite I'm hot and bothered possibly prematurly PMS'ing and I just feel like throwing a brick through a window.
 HoverCrab · Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 07:06pm · 1 Comments |
