This is the second entry in the last twenty minutes because I've found myself upset and in need to make one of these things and make myself feel slightly better or worse.
I gave Cara the link to my profile and she read the journal entries I had. All of them. Which means comments. Comments on how I bashed her when I was angry and venting and when I was upset. Now I feel upset and I give you warning label Leila at this point because you might not want to read the rest.
I'm sorry for all the mean things I said Cara. I know you don't believe me, but I am.
I expect you'll be reading this and at some point you might get mad and leave a comment but I'd rather have you do it now while I'm upset so I won't have to get upset later.
I know, I'm just stupid and emotional and I should just shut up but I really am hurt by all the stuff you said and the stuff I said. Again, sorry. And again, you don't believe me right?
You said you can predict me occasionally didn't you?
Well you pretty much guess at this point I'm typing something about the comments since I just told you I was writing another entry.
I feel I have to keep typing something but the only thing that pops into my head is 'I'm sorry' but that's stupid and predictable and lame because you don't believe that.
I'm surprised you're not mad because I'd be mad. I know you're not me but it's hard for me to see out of that refrain. Talking about you behind your back is not cool, and I shouldn't do it. Now I sound even more stupid but I refuse to press the backspace button unless I make a typo so there.
There's my stupid entry on how stupid I feel.
;/
If I do plan to stay up longer, I have no taste for reading anymore...
It's midnight.
I loose.
</3Julie
I gave Cara the link to my profile and she read the journal entries I had. All of them. Which means comments. Comments on how I bashed her when I was angry and venting and when I was upset. Now I feel upset and I give you warning label Leila at this point because you might not want to read the rest.
I'm sorry for all the mean things I said Cara. I know you don't believe me, but I am.
I expect you'll be reading this and at some point you might get mad and leave a comment but I'd rather have you do it now while I'm upset so I won't have to get upset later.
I know, I'm just stupid and emotional and I should just shut up but I really am hurt by all the stuff you said and the stuff I said. Again, sorry. And again, you don't believe me right?
You said you can predict me occasionally didn't you?
Well you pretty much guess at this point I'm typing something about the comments since I just told you I was writing another entry.
I feel I have to keep typing something but the only thing that pops into my head is 'I'm sorry' but that's stupid and predictable and lame because you don't believe that.
I'm surprised you're not mad because I'd be mad. I know you're not me but it's hard for me to see out of that refrain. Talking about you behind your back is not cool, and I shouldn't do it. Now I sound even more stupid but I refuse to press the backspace button unless I make a typo so there.
There's my stupid entry on how stupid I feel.
;/
If I do plan to stay up longer, I have no taste for reading anymore...
It's midnight.
I loose.
</3Julie
Community Member
*lose
(I am pretentious.)