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Ob·ses·sion (əb-sĕsh'ən, ŏb-)
n.
Compulsive preoccupation with fixed ideas and an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
A compulsive, often unreasonable ideas or emotions.
Obsessional Ob·ses'sion·al adj.

	God is just a joke.
	God is just a joke.


I sacrafice everything with very few complaints, I stay up at night so that I will lose nothing while I am awake in these few preciouse hours of insanity. I feel bad for saying that I wish to be alone, so I stay awake... It's funny how much I actually hate to be alone, How much I actually crave attention and beg to be reminded that I exsist. But everybody is sleeping... There is nobody to share my insanity with, except for one now... One burning star among countless other that wishes to be, to exsist, yet I have lost what I had hoped for this evening. I wait by the phone, by the computer, hoping to get even a prank call... A random peice of hate mail.... I ****** hate being alone in This house, A house of death and dispare... I want to snuggle with MY pillows, sleep on MY bed... But not tonight... I am still alone. Falling quickly on led wings, And getting nowhere way to fast. Teardrops_of_Ivy** · Mon Jul 03, 2006 @ 06:19am · 0 Comments


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