I want to be in a room of all glass.
See my reflection and just crack.
Scream for once at the top of my lungs.
Cry my heart out and never stop.
Rock myself and just be alone
Break everything in sight as Ive always done.
Remember yet forget
Everything in an instant especially regret
Regret every single thing I've done
Just want to curse out everything in sight like there is no tomorrow
Yet I
Am in a padded, white room, with windows me eyes
See my reflection and just put my head down
Never talk or say what I mean
Until I can't stand it anymore and my head bursts in pain
Cry for 3 minutes and then tell myself to stop
Stand still and hide under a smile by people
Give advice which alludes my hypocracy
Forget then regret the forgotten undone
Bring up old thoughts by choice, battles lost
Can't regret everything because "everything happens for a reason"
Can't curse because I was never allowed.
Rivqah · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 03:08am · 0 Comments |