i'll have to admit that this morning, i was angry at Larne for what he told me (that is getting some real friends and calling a loser. however, i can't bring myself to bear a childish grudge against a stranger or rather a harem boy for that matter. it's just that i have no place for everyone in general who would use their achievements, their knowledge over the lives they once had, only to humiliate me and push my buttons...yet, i can't help but say that Larne's right about me. i've listened to all too many life problems from these friends of mine here on gaia, and yet for me...i just don't know anymore. Neko must be angry at me also for bringing him down to my level.
Larne...normally, i'd show some respect to a stranger, unlike what i'd always do online (but i'm obligated to anyway), but somehow...this is different. it's sad i know, watching grown man by law shed tears and prattle on about how things didn't work out the way as planned, but Larne...he reminded me so much of my old man and others here. i can't say that he wasn't helping, but i can't say that he's being positive about his so-called "saving me" either... rolleyes confused
well, getting off subject, this emo thing (in my opinion) was getting out of hand long enough. how could anyone be so blind and stupid to mix emos with others who are down and in need of help? don't get me wrong, it would NEVER be my place do disrespect a trend (although i'd just let it all out and give my opinion down to the last bitter word), it's just i see human feelings (that is sensitivity and sorrow) as the way the should be, not as something you'd wear for recognition. i don't care if this is a load of garbage or not, everything one would say or do would often be credited to the word, emo. i got into a situation like this once, and when i showed others how i really am and did however the best i could to share their pain and suffering with them (without their knowing), it only got ugly... stare
JJ Neufmois Community Member 
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