I've not had very much luck in the boy department. I can't stand how they seem to play with my mind, making me think they might like me, they saying things that make me think the opposite. It's confusing!!!! I've had enough of it!!! So I feel like venting here, deal with it.
Case#1 Ok So this guy went to my old school. He was so charming, nice and funny, not to mention not bad looking either. I think the thing that caught my attention the most was his eyes. I must say I'm a sucker for the blue eyes, and man does he have a nice pair of them. Out of all the boy's at that school, I think only two of them never made fun of me to ( to my knowlage at least) Him and a friend named Micheal. The thing is I left that schooltwo years ago, and I never told him how I felt, so even thought I try to move on and stuff there's always that little peice of my heart that I can't give to the person I want to be with because I'm scared of rejection.
Case#2 This guy is a very close friend of mine, and I'm still confused about how I feel whenever I talk to him. We met over a year ago and became pretty close to eachother, as more of friends then anything eles. He was so nice to me, always making me feel special, never making fun of me for my flaws, being theit for my throught the tought time's I had. Then he broke some new to me that made me really really sad. And I relized I was going to be devestated by it. He ment so much more to me then I relized, and I couldn't stand the news. But their was light at the end of the tunnel, only it seemed it wasn't the end but a glimps of something and then back into the darkness. He liked me back, but thoguht I deserved better then him. Which ti tell you the truth, I think he deserves better then me, that's how great this guy was to me. I still talk to him sometimes, but I just wish I could stop feeling this way about him (I'm getting better I must admit)
Case #3-4 The reson I put these to "gentlemen" in one catagory is because I don't think I need to talk abotu them much. My two ex's. One I'd known for over a year and we just spilt up because he wanted something more. The other one well, I'd rather not go into it, that's how bad it was.
Case#5This next guy is one of the most confusing boys I've met. he is sweet, consederate, loving, and like's to make me laugh. He sat by me in one of my classes almost all year and it was never a dull moment. He always seemed to enjoy my company and I his. But he's always around so many girls it's hard to tell who he likes.
Case#6This guy is by far one who likes making me laugh. We were in Drama together and it was never a dull moment. And it seemed like he truly liked me too, wheather as just a friend or more I couldn't tell. Everytime we had free time to practice something, he'd always come by me and talk/practice, or he'd always point something out to me before anyone eles. And he was always tring to make me laugh. I love to laugh so that was a plus also, he love chick flicks!!
Case#7 This guy is so confusing it's not even funny. One day we'll be talking and laughing in the back of class, the next day it's like nothing ever happened. He always tried to impress me thought. And, there was this one time, yes, I forgot to finish an assignment for the class we sat next to in, and he let me copy so I wouldn't get in trouble. I know, I know, not all that romantic, but it was way sweet!!
Case#8 This last case is something that's tormenting me in the biggest way possible. This guy is always there for me, without fault. Everytime Iwant to talk to him, he's there. And we share so many thing in common. I've known him for lets see,5 months now and I'm so glad we met. I enjoy our long talks more then almost anything. And I can talk to him about almost anything. Plus, he likes chick flicks, what can be batter then a guy who likes chick flicks?
Sorry, for wasting you valubale time that you'll never get back, but I need to get that out!!.
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