am i doomed or is it the opposite will i get ahead in life all hope is for advance am i going to make it or is it the other way around my skill wont be good enough and i'll end up loseing in the end so which is it i would hope that i can make it in life but i also have to think of the alternative in life it's an odd though thinking that you can fail absolutely and never get back up but maybe that's what is going to enevatabley happen maybe not maybe im doomed to success but you gotta wonder is that what you truly want i mean with success come's curcumstance's and consequinces and i wonder if i am prepared to face them yet maybe i am maybe not i wonder what will happen with my life i wonder if the only place i can go is up or im going to plummet off the face of the earth when i talk to people that's what they seem to believe they don't think i'll ever be good enough for this world and that im more cut out for the bottom then the top and maybe their right i mean it's where i've allway's been and maybe it's where i allways will be but i gotta try for better if not for myself then maybe other people that can get more help with me there maybe that's what im here for not for myself but for other's sometime's it seem's like it i mean i help people out i make people happy and that's all i really want i never think of myself as much as i think of other people that want or need help *sigh but is that all im good for helping other people sometime's i want something for myself... i just want to be successful in my art really i want to be able to do something im passionate about and love what im doing that's what i really want i wonder if i can do it or not but reall only time will tell so i'm gonna have to wait for time to unfold and show me what my future hold's for me at this point in time
matt the neko Community Member 
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