Currently i'm at a depression state... damnit all of a sudden i feel so alone because everyone is becoming busy with other matters, while i'm still here... like left behind or something. The whole transfer into highschool is already getting to me, it's like at one minute i'm five years old getting into trouble, next i'm a teenager whose thinking about my future already. I just feel dead, there's nothing to do. Recently i went with my best friend to New York for a fieldtrip, and i absolutely loved it. I would love to travel around the world, and just go places and see new things. I'm tired of the same damn routiene of being in my room, wasting my life away while no one has time for me anymore. The only person who still talks to me is Mimi, Jenny, and Kali and i thank those three for that! The rest of you, i'm not gonna wait around anymore i'm gonna try to find something new to do, because boredom and this whole "future" crap is annoying the hell outta me. Besides the people i can't talk to, because of classes and stuff, i still love ya too... My love for Full Metal Alchemist is still going strong 3nodding but since the series ended, everyone is moving on to new things.... but i'm still sticking to it no matter how retarded i am gonk especially since the movie is coming out soon, i can't wait!
 L'Arc En Ciel · Sun May 07, 2006 @ 08:48pm · 12 Comments |
