It seems that this is the time of year when I just want to slip away and just go some place far away. Things for me on Christmas have never been good. I spend them every year with my mom, and its the same rotine, year in and year out. My mom gets all excited for X-mas on the 2nd, and whips me into an X-mas Furvor. then on the 14th she gets depressed and tells me how she's not really feeling christmas, then I have to whip her into shape. then X-mas day rolls around and we open our gifts, she goes off into the office and sits on the computer for the rest of the day, while I sit in the living room playing video games and watching TV, just like every other day.. I have not had a good CHristmas for a very long time.... I want it to be a family ordeal with all my family memebers here, but that cannot be done, so many of them do not even know me... I just want to die.
Todays songs
When the Tigers Broke free-Pink Floyd
One of my turns-Pink FLoyd
Here comes the sun-The beatles
Stairway to Heaven-Led Zepplin
The Trial-Pink FLoyd
 Azalin · Sat Dec 04, 2004 @ 08:07am · 1 Comments |
