i geuss iv'e been really...i geuss blind to everything around me. i get really swept up in the moment and i assume. it's kinda silly. when i see reality clearly after a while it hits hard. i just got hit by reality a little while ago and it was the hardest it's hit in a while. i kinda feel stupid this is the 3rd time iv'e let something like this happen, and each time it does it hurts more than the first. this time it really hit home, it really hurt me. this will take me a long time to heal up inside. a long time...
 nightmareswings · Fri May 05, 2006 @ 04:16am · 1 Comments |
