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Im so cold…
I'm shaking so hard…

i feel so lost.
I'm looking for you
and at the same time
i want you to find me instead.

i feel so scared.
im hiding
pretending to be strong
and at the same time
I've never been more terrified.

i feel so weak
how am i even holding on
and at the same time
i mother and protect you.

i feel so lonely
you don't need me
not right now, not for a while
and at the same time
I'm your hero.

i feel so tired
i don't know how i manage to move
and at the same time
i mull myself around
"I'm ok…"

im so cold right now…
I'm shaking so hard right now…
someone…
anyone…
save me for once..

someone save me for once.
i'm so tired of fighting for you...