alright i haven't had the greatest week but at the same time i have.. really only a few really good days.. wednesday i saw faktion and theory of a deadman in concert i already bought the cds and i LOVE them .. the music was so loud for once in i dont know how long my thoughts were drowned out... and lets see.. today was easter it wasn't bad ... it was an easter i haven't had in many many many years.. like my cousins and me and a few others that were at my grandmothers were across the street playing "baseball" i have to put it in quotes due to the fact we were using tennis balls and we were actually just hitting and saying "go fetch the balls" instead of running bases but i got to play with the baby alot and what not... things are just happening day by day .. i really cant' stand my work and i have expressed to my manager i doubt i will be there to make it to 2 yrs i have already been there a year and three months but what are you going to do .. anyway .. i am bored and basically this will just be another journal entry which maybe one or two people will read.. anyway.. bye to who ever
"Pilot"
I want to be a pilot
Sail across the air
Floating through the aftermath
Of dreams I never shared
Now I see you
Standing in my dreams
And yet I think about the place
I want to be
And it eats you up inside
But you can be anything that you
want to be
I won't let it eat you up inside
Cause you can see anything that
you want to see
I try to be the writer
Whose stories you will read
But you don't care to be on the
same level as me
Now I see you
Standing in my dreams
And I still think about the place
I want to be
And it eats me up inside
But I can be anything that
I want to be
I won't let it eat me up inside
I can see anything that
I want to see
You can never see
What it means to me
You can never see inside my dreams
When you're watching me
And I'm stumbling
I see you smiling
You could never be
Just a memory
I'll always keep you by my side
What I have to see
Is a life that's free
Why don't you let me dream?
Melena Rai Community Member 
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