everythingwas just a lie wasn't it was all a lie nothing was supposed to happen no one cares about this piece of s**t no one wants it to live get rid of it watch it shrink in fear they just want to laugh who cares if i suffer i never knew anyone anyways no one cares about it did i really not know the man i loved did i really never know him how could i not he was everything i had he was everything il lost i couldnt imaginea life of not knowing him i knwe him he was my niel he was my soul he was what kept me going now hes gone im alone im something that shouldnt exist everything should just crush me nothing matters everything lies to me anyways why should i care about others anymore i should just become a puppet i should let whatever comes along take me i cant really love anything anymore my heart has been ripped out the abyss where it once was is rotting do i really know my own brother does he think im acceptable im nothing everything is a lie why cant i just never wake up so i can be with niel i thought i knew him too do i i dont know if i do anymore i can barely remember what it felt like to love him nothing can just be mine it has to be taken by everyone else thats how its always been something always interferes and takes it away im always left with nothing nothing at all i was supposed to die i wasnt supposed to be born life is just punishment now i live a lie nothing ever really loved me its the true isnt it thats all im told now i was never loved thats all im told its all i hear i never knew anyone i was never welcome in anyones heart i was always alone i cant do anything right i cant protect what i think i love i cant do anythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingrighticantdoanythingright
 Ai Kyuketsuki · Sun Apr 22, 2012 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
