Do you ever feel like you're just not good enough?
Not a day goes by that I don't feel that way, like I'm a waste of space, of human DNA, or time... But I do my best to prove that I belong here and that I'm worth something. I try. Whatever I do I give my all whether it's school, drama, music, or my writing I always do my best and hope that someday someone will be proud of me and everything that I am.
I've been writing seriously for a little over 5 years now and looking at publishing for about 3. Finally it's happening, a book of my poems is going to be published! No one in my family thought could do it and I have and I was so happy when I received my email saying that it was really going to happen. I told my grandmother and she couldn't care less. My aunt couldn't care less, the only people who are genuinely excited for me are my friends...
I'm going to be an author, my work is going to be available in all of North America (possibly other places but this is what I know), I'll be earning money doing something I love and I may even get to go on a book tour and no one gives a damn...
Nice to know that no matter what I do or who I pretend to be, I'll never be good enough for those who are supposed to love me unconditionally...
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