there's still a chance I can go to japan. smile I looked on the church website and there are still missionaries. I knew I was right smile .
Apparently trying to be more independent from my family means I'm selfish, according to my parents anyhow... and my moms side of the family... my mom even threatened me that she wont let me go on a mission HA! she can't say that, I'm 21 now, so don't need their permission to go. It would be nice that I have all their support, but it doesn't look like i'll get it unless I go back to being a kid again. You know, when I asked for their permission on everything and never disobeyed their will and when my life ran around my parents. WOW... thats a new revelation... I need to pick myself off from all the things I missed in childhood and make sure it doesn't happen again now as an adult. Overly protective parents, I vow I won't be like that.
Is it wrong to think only of yourself when your childhood was always about your parents will? I'm trying to find my independence. As i've thought before, I won't be able to fully find and grasp my independence while living at home. I suppose Westley was the start of my Independence from my parents.
I'm ready to blossom but am stuck in a cocoon.
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