1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
Telling them how you feel.
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
I was being left out of this whole inside joke festival so I plugged in my iPod and read.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
I'd tell everyone that I loved them because I honestly never say that and mean it.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
You know, I'm not sure.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
Trust. Love builds off of trust. But I'm one of those people that doesn't fully believe in the concept of love. You're just deeply attracted to someone. It's hardcore lust. Then it wears off. Honestly, you never feel the same way about a person from start to finish. Never.
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog?
Well, it would depend on who I work as. I mean, if I have a really quality job that will be near impossible to find, then I'd probably just get someone around me to do something and run to work. But if it's something aldfjasdf, then I'd definitely try and do something. But I'm kind of scared of dogs in general so I don't know how that'd work.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I have, jokingly. I would never be able to blackmail someone, I'd feel too guilty.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
No one I know has died recently. But I definitely would, regardless of who the person was. It's worth it.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Not on the surface. Like, if I barely knew me, I'd think I was an obnoxious t**t and I'd avoid myself. But if you get to know me, I'm actually a really good person to be friends with. Thing is: I don't get to know people to such a point, so everyone just thinks I suck.
10. Does sex=love?
Sex comes from love.
11. Are you old fashioned?
NO.
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
I don't believe in marriage over-all, so I probably wouldn't marry them if they won a medal for having the best sex.
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
To tell someone that I love them. I mean, I tell my friends I love them everyday, but I never truly mean it. And that's different. Telling an actual person guy that I love them will probably be the hardest thing I'll ever do, just because I never open up to anyone.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
I'm not sure.
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Never.
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
I would go back to January 4th and change the whole conversation I had with Simon. Actually, I would go even further back and not delete him off Facebook.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
I just thought of three people off the top of my head, but I don't actually want them with me. So I'm not sure.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Absolutely! Only I don't know how, rofl.
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
I would let go of my grandmother. That sounds awful, and I hate myself for picking that answer, but she's dying. She's already lived her life, she's met someone she fell in love with, she had good times, she had hard times, she made mistakes, she learned from them. She lived. The newborn? It hasn't done anything. It hasn't experienced life, and it's unfair to take that away from him. I love my grandmother with all of my heart, but in that given situation, I would unfortunately not choose her.
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
January 4th, 2011. Over text message. To Simon. I texted him four pages. Four. Pages. Worth of my feelings, how they escalated, how I really didn't want him to know, and how I'd probably regret ever sending him that. His reaction? "Andrew says hi." I have never, NEVER, cried so hard in my entire life. It was a horrible experience, but I learned. And now, I open up to people even less than I originally had. So thank you, Simon. Thanks.
If You had three months to live:
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
I wouldn't tell anyone. People would throw me a pity party and no one would treat me the same, and honestly I couldn't take that.
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
I would just make the most of them. I'd do things I told myself I never would, I'd stop caring about school, I'd meet new people, I'd make new friends, I'd have fun.
23. Would you be afraid?
Everyone says they're afraid of dying, that they're afraid of what'll happen, or if it would hurt. Honestly, I'm excited!
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