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00NYNE
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Post Posted: Thu Apr 14, 2011 @ 10:01pm 0 comments
April's Fear 2011~
I guess I should be happy...
I guess I'm supposed to celebrate my life...
I guess I should be off somewhere spending time with my friends and family...
But I'm not. I'm just alone here... Life's gotten so much harder after my reappearance...
It's the one thing I regret.
I get too attached. And the I get hurt. It's my curse I guess...
A really bad one... I try to look for my gifts... Sure, I'm good at drawing, and Violin... But everyone's good at stuff like that. I struggle to find myself in this mess and now... I have to start getting myself together. It's all too fast now! I'm worried about 2012. I've been training for it. I want to survive it. But I can't find the motivation to start fighting... I'm downtrodden. They don't know me, but millions before me have set a standard... a Template that is supposed to be the exact carve and copy of everyone! And that's not me. I'm kind hearted and brave... But I'm scared to be alone.
I'm hurt so easily... Because I can see what people really say when they say hello... or goodbye.
...
I don't want to have to say goodbye.


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