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emotional rolorcoaster Un-decisions, many mistakes... rantings...


moraifa
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Well...I've only worked once this week. I have a job interview at 10am this morning. They are desperate for a teacher, so I may get it. Though, I know what i'm going to say to my previous boss, it pains me inside even thinking it. Though I had only been working there for a month and a half, my hours have been cut, and I keep on getting these unnecessary "days off". I'll miss the children the most. I have grown to love them. But I know I'll fall in love with the next group of children. I hope I get this job, its also closer to my house, won't take an hour to get to.
Also, I finally figured which path i'm going to take, and what I want in life right now. Once I know for sure, I have a stable job, I want to finish paying off my library fines, then pay back my parents. Then I want to get insurance, once I get insurance, I want to get a car, then find a condo.
Its high time Westley and I move out of the house. I'm gonna have to get him a companion so he's not alone in the house.
Its great to still live in my parents house, and not have to worry much about money, but I believe I will never advance in life, if I don't do this step. Its going to be hard on everyone though, and will get some taking used to, but I know it will work.

Now or Never

Must keep it a secret though, my parents will object. When the time is right, I'll tell.

I'll be an official adult in 30 days, so really... don't need their permission, but still don't want them to hate me, which is why, I need to gain back their trust And then I'll tell them. NO one else, besides gaia, will know until things have been placed into motion.

and now its time for bed. xd




 
 
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