Because I've got no where else to vent. Guess it'll be good as hindsight to come back and read how the distress of mutual parasitism feels. How deep, sinking, pulling the dejection is. A grating, nagging, abrading experience, it's grinding down. But what is really tiring, frustrating, disappointing, is that I recognize this state and 'allow' it to prolong.
I can get over the hurt, it's just tough to feel lonely when your pissed off at yourself.
Time is a poor salve for fresh wounds. The wait is inevitable. So, I express this and resolve to forge distance.
 CM_Valyn · Fri Feb 04, 2011 @ 09:23am · 0 Comments |
