im trying my best not the punch the mirror. every time i see my self i am disgusted with what i see. all i see i a bunch of lies, i am made up of nothing good. and i dont think i ever will be. i guess this is part of the punishment. for everything i did. this what i get, maybe i should finish myself, take me out of the picture maybe things might be clearer for people. all i have come is this hard outer shell pushing what i love the most out. i wish for the pain now. i wish for it because i know what i have done is wrong. i am disgusting and that is all i ever will be.
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