ok... uh... well, to start, the reason i never got back on the horoscope i got was, well, i partally forgot. the other part is, i got really hurt in dodgeball. i'd say my lower half is damaged pretty well. and i was in a bit of sharp pains.
on another note. i've realized two things.
At one point in the amv i wanna make, (if possible) is the scene from .hack where subaru holds her computer screen, leans foward and rests her head against it, and it has the single tear fall {During the line: You may never know my Devotion}. i was thinking of that scene and i fully grasped what she felt. the amount of love she felt and the knowledge that she can't be there... That she needed someone for her right there, and the only person who could be there was online...
And the second thing, is the ending to Serenade.. How sad its going to be... Solitude by the window was playing while i went over to myself how it will end... and i actually started to tear up... because i thought: (its white so, yeah, read it if you want. but it'll ruin the end.) I thought: ... oh my god... I... this is Carrie here... The one we've been with from the start of chapter one.. and.. shes dead... This is where her story ends. The flower blooms and she dies... The worst part of this gutwrencher is that... the others with her, will never see her again. They'll never get to talk to her, or listen to her. Theres the end of the Shaline line, and everything shes done. There will be no more moments with Nicholias, or Arguing with Mimi about whats important when catching a bounty. No more playing games, No anything. Carries dead and the weicom machines that would work can't bring her back because she has never installed her memory onto a server like Micheal had... Thats it. Her story is over.
After that... i thought: ... this story is gonna kick a**.
Heh. anyway, the horoscope was rather... on the ball. ... its something i'd rather not get into, but it was on the ball... anyway. thats my long a** mostly white post.
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 LabTech118 · Fri Feb 17, 2006 @ 10:16pm · 0 Comments |
