Dear journalle [uses french accent],
Without my mum i feel almost completely hopeless. I cant cook as much id love to. Ive came to school several times ALREADY with no money/lunch - chased the bus and fallen asleep because i was up late doing work i couldnt do because i was doing 'housework'. its been a week and almost getting used to it. I failed twice at making my fav. dish; SALADS D: Whenever i had something id ask my mum; never my dad.. unless necessary. and now that my mums away i eventually rely on my dad instead, my mums 'leave' is actually going to get me closer to my dad and sister, and also chores i would have left on my own when i am fully independent. We've started our 2~week holidays, 2nd day and i havent caught up with any work. No i wont be having fun, id be catching up with art and work > . > Well im going to get of gaia, try and have a life for a day - instead of writing my worries i'll solve them. I'll start on work today and for now - i'll go take a run. Things like 'im too busy for exercise' will soon get me obese, and well, i dont want that !
~ Toodletoo,
Le Porcelain Doll · Sat Mar 27, 2010 @ 03:55am · 0 Comments |