No.
I just want to go home. I want to go back to Bellville. I don't want to feel so ******** lost and depressed. I don't want to marinade in my self-pity any more. I want to go home. But I never will. I'll be stuck here, smiling silently 'cause I'm too afraid to say something stupid and have them hate me. But they probably hate me any way. Both of them. All of them. Because I'm annoying and I don't know how to change it. And now I'm pissed at myself for saying such stupid, imature things. Dammit.
I'm homesick.
 Ageha-kun · Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 02:40am · 1 Comments |
