Dear Journal,
Today is my 1671st day playing on Gaia, and I don't think my chance with my crush will ever happen.
Wearing the retainer for the 745th day now, and wore both my retainers last night.
I was able to sit next to them on a car ride with the program we were in, but they avoided me on the ride back.
I can understand that they know I still have feelings for them, but I can't bring myself to let them slide out of my life.
But just by the way they treat me I don't know if its worth it or not.
Not to mention they already have a lot of people in their past relationships.
If anything is to happen to them, they already have a support of people.
But everything they do I find so attractive.
I can't stop watching them and imagining how much better my life would be if they were in my arms.
Or anyone for that matter.
I just want someone to love, and for that same person to love me back.
I guess I'll have to keep waiting.
Talk to you later!
Mystic_Nova Community Member 
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