Unfortunately I have expeirenced those types of goodbyes to many times, and I know exactly what it feels like. Trust me, you will never experience anything more painful and heart breaking. It will make you hate life and you will forget all the good things in your life. You will feel all alone in this cruel and dark world. You will want to end your life right then and there. You will cry and cry and cry until you can't cry anymore. You willtry and smile and act like you are ok, when really, you are destroyed. You will lock yourself up in your room all alone and ignore everyone and everything in your life. Until, the day finally comes, when your life ends, even though in your mind it ended a long long time ago. This comes from the voice of experience...
