I won't believe it.
I can't.
It couldn't have almost been me.
Yet it was.
You wouldn't let me take the hit.
No, you loved me too much.
Even after how I treated you.
How I yelled at you, wished you were offline.
How I slapped you.
Even after I believed that lie.
I still didn't feel forgiven when I apologized.
Yet you still loved me.
You saw that she was going to kill me.
So you jumped infront of me.
You let yourself take the hit.
It's been solar-cycles and still you do not wake.
Now, as I kneel by your side, letting tears of energon fall,
I realize just how foolish I was.
How even though I apologized, it wasn't enough.
Do you know how shattered my spark is now?
I can't deal with this kind of pain.
All I want to do is close my optics, pretend it's just a
Dream, pretend that you're really okay.
All I want to do is erase this memory.
All I want to do is
~Forget~
I can't.
It couldn't have almost been me.
Yet it was.
You wouldn't let me take the hit.
No, you loved me too much.
Even after how I treated you.
How I yelled at you, wished you were offline.
How I slapped you.
Even after I believed that lie.
I still didn't feel forgiven when I apologized.
Yet you still loved me.
You saw that she was going to kill me.
So you jumped infront of me.
You let yourself take the hit.
It's been solar-cycles and still you do not wake.
Now, as I kneel by your side, letting tears of energon fall,
I realize just how foolish I was.
How even though I apologized, it wasn't enough.
Do you know how shattered my spark is now?
I can't deal with this kind of pain.
All I want to do is close my optics, pretend it's just a
Dream, pretend that you're really okay.
All I want to do is erase this memory.
All I want to do is
~Forget~
