okay so today was one of the weirdest days ever.. it went fairly well.. so you would think.. it came down to about 9:15 and my friends were like "lets hang out" .. something normal for a friday night right? .. well so i went over and we all had "game night" we played scene it and blurt.. two games i did horribly in and i feel like an idiot i guess cuz i couldn't get anything right ... and then i just gave up on blurt (cuz i never left start sweatdrop yeah talk about really pathetic) .. and then i just went and sat on the chair and fell asleep waking up when the game was over and i was just like.. i am going home.. that was the first time in like.. a very VERY long time i didn't even wanna be there... usually that is the one place i can be to try to forget everything in my head.. not today.. and so i got into my car.. started pulling out the driveway and so what do i do.. step on the gas like i always do (so i speed...sue me) .. and cher came on.. and normally i am not a big fan.. but it was a song "turn back time" or something like that.. and it just fit the moment.. it is how i feel .. i wish i could turn back so much.. unsay so many things to people (not unmeet people) but i wish i could undo some of the things that have turned my life into this living hell... by the time the song was getting to the end i turned off my car and got out .. i walked towards my house (the city is in the distance) .. and i saw nothing in the sky.. so i turned around where you can see the stars clear as day .. and there sat orion.. my favorite constellation.. at least i know that is something that will always be there .. or at least until i die...
Melena Rai Community Member 
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