I can't help the fact that I have to watch my brothers or sisters. I can't help the fact that my boyfriend is having stress problems and I kno that this relationship is futile. But I dont want to break up eariler than this month. I kno what I want... its not right for him to be saying that. I'd rather date Gunnar now. But I'd feel like a b***h. I mean seriously... I kno Matt really likes me too and all.. same with other people.. but I don't think I want to be in a relationship. Sure dating sounds like fun.. but I dont have the time to do that. Im a very busy person.
I want to dump Young at the end of the month... It just seems more suitable then.. not now. School just started. He just moved it.. hes stressed.. I don't want to leave him hanging.. thats wrong.
I'm not being selfish.. its for Young's sake.
 Celeste_Orchid · Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 04:24am · 0 Comments |
