A day in here is hell, with a capitol H! So, face book did nothing but give me a flashback I really didn't need. When you go years trying to put the past behind you and then suddenly come across a web page that actually holds the names of the ones that made you fell the past needed erasing, it doesn't do the mind well, as you can probably imagine. So, as I looked at all the deceiving smiling faces I recalled everything I was trying to hide about my middle school life. It's bad enough that one of them actually goes to my school, but to see all their faces at once: pure agony! Imagine getting daggers stuck in your eyes; razors biting into your wrists; barbed wire around your throat which constricts your breathing and punctures your esophagus; rabid, ravenous wolves and other animals biting your crotch and anywhere else that's not covered and I felt worse than that when their lying faces popped onto the compy. So forgive me my human ways, but I'd much rather forget the pain I had to endure in middle school. Sure parents tell their kids that kids are the meanest people in the world. What your parents don't tell you is that kids are demons! Monsters without a heart willing to torture and abuse their victims until they're screaming bloody murder to their counselors. Fiends with lying smiles and stone hearts, who think their life is the most important thing in the world. So, yeah. That part of my weekend was crap. But I did get to spend a lot of time on Saturday with one of my few best friends, so that was a plus. I miss all my old friends from my old school. Love you at the Hill! That was for keelay, who is always agitated when I don't write enough or talk to him about how school is. I'll try to write a journal everyday. No promises! I might not be able to get to the library everyday! But this is for you keelay!
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