i kno no one will read this cuz well i dont think a lot of my freinds even go on gaia but...high school is really hard... too much hw, tests, and drama...but....i'm really depressed... so......i.........fell in love with a guy..........what am i suppossed to do? i cant jus unlike him...he cant force me to... well....i hurt him...really badly last sunday and today...but idk... i'm trying not to hurt him...but i keep hurting him... he tried to ignore me...he tried to pretend i never exsisted and he never met me... i got really annoyed and bugged him back and idk what i did but i hurt him.. i jus want him to be my best friend again..evn jus a friend again... but i lost the best guy who's ever been in my life...i kno i'm young...its not my fault this jus happened to me... now...that i hurt him so much..........he thinks i'm the worst person alive...which is probly true...................................and he'll never talk to me again...i made the biggest mistake of my life and he'll never...ever...forgive me...ever again... if only i could prove it to u that i love u...instead of jus saying it...... i'm sorry...
-xky0ko-chanx- · Sat Sep 12, 2009 @ 05:23am · 1 Comments |