i want to get close to poeple but the people that i love like my great uncle Ramond Quintero died in January 2007 my world fell apart. i was crashed. i was close my great uncle and i never got to say goodbye when i moved. now i will never see him agin. my great uncle Ramond died of a heart attack. now another family member died of a heart attack. my great uncle Mike died just yesterday. i never got a chance to meet him and now i never will. i only talked to him once on the phone. i wanted to meet and get to know him but now i never will get to meet him. why does this have to happen. soon my great grandpa and grandma will die and i wont have a chance to tell them how much they mean to me and how much i love them. soon the people that mean so much to me and have been there for me will no longer be there when i go back to california. i want to see them all again and tell them all that i love them so much. i miss them so much and knowing that most of them might not be there when i go back just kills me. i cry myself to sleep when i think about them and my uncles. i ask god to just take my life so they can live longer. i just want them to see their next day and their next sun rise/ i know it sounds selfish but i never really had a whole family growing up. i lived with my moms side of the family for as long as i can remember but i had to move to washington to live with my dad. i want to go back to california and live with my family but i cant. my dad wont let me. i want to see them again so much. i miss them and i dont want them to die just yet.
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