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Tuesday 2nd June 09 19:10pm

Ok today has had its ups and downs but it was a ok day. After ICT we had maths, i really dont like maths atall even though i get it most of the time and do pretty well in tests i just hate it. We have our exams for it in a week nothing big but im doing the lower paper the higher is way too hard! I have a mid like a goldfish when it comes to maths thats why i got moved down a set, which was really embarrising. We marked our mocks today i didn't do tha well, well not as well as a could have anyway. (If your thinking im a geek trust me im not i just want to do good in school, i have to for what i wat to do. I wat to be a doctor in A & E, and its going to take alot of work and years to get me there.) Anyway maths went then we had lunch break, i had to in the music room to practice this song me and my friend is doing for our performance. We have masterd the harmonies and sound pretty good. But going in the music room ment i would have to see all the people who were in it, where do i start? Well, i used to hang with them but it was getting to crowded and there was like what three couples in there, two who are sex mad! Seeing as i only see Princess-Charming once a week i dont really want to be seeing that! So i moved out with two friends who felt the same, but i still kept friends with the others, most of them. We went back to form then me, Princess-Pear, Princess-Smile (best mates since ages) and Princess-Steal (girl who has issues). We had a laugh over nothing really, talked about random stuff, but thats just us. Reg came and it was bye to Princess-Smile, anyway we had French last i love it, i soke it up like a spunge. But anyway Princess-Paramore went out of that lesson crying if it was about a month ago i would have gone out of the room with her to sort her out but so much has changed since then.

Her "boyfriend" if thas what you call him has cheated on her 4 times and she has gone back to him everytime. But she lied to me from me for two weeks that she was back with him, that was the peak for me and that same day in french she got one of the boys to sit by her instead of me, tha was it. We haven't been close since and i HATE it!! My bestfriend gone, i miss her so much, she was the one person i could tell anything or everything too. But a boy came in the way of our friendship and can u beileve people, i was the one who got them together i the first place, what a mistake. Id find it so hard to make up with her because every convo we used to have would include Maggot Boy some how and i dont want to know what the get up to, or what hes said to her, because i know he will just keep doing it. sad

I saw my bestfried cry and hurt i picked up the peices like no one else could now whos going to do it?

If you have any comments to help me in anyway about this please write to me smile

Splatt out...

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