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Yet everytime I leave him I feel unsatisfied. A burn of hurt ringing inside my heart.... Ever since he ALMOST broke up with me. He said he wanted to take a break but then stopped himself and apologized. It made me loose heart....Now that I know he would actually do it... He would actually break up with me... When all I asked was to spend more time with me before you moved.... confused
Now I have the constant confusion. Are you unsatisfied with me? Do you want to go or do you want to stay.... I'd rather you pick one or the other.... even if I do get hurt... at least I wouldnt have to constantly have to hold back and wonder.... stare