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If anyone that i know is reading this, or maybe you are just stopping by just cuz the title's oxymoron, let me tell you how in just a couple of days one can lose the love he cared for most...

It all begins like this...

Once there was a jerk who really didnt have anyone to turn to in life but to himself. He was alone, abandoned, and betrayed...
alone to the fact that his friends were never concrete...
abandoned because his parents have been ignoring him completely...
betrayed since his last gf had slept with another dude....

However, all this changed when he meets a girl that seemed different from everyone else. She was very mysterious, and somehow he fell in love with this. Being with her, seconds turned to hours and days flew by. The time he spent with her changed him completely... He was no longer the jerk who felt alone cuz he found someone that he could trust...

With this new trust, he then learns to become more open, more free, speaking everything that comes to mind and gaining more friends that he felt he could trust as well. Weeks go by and the day arrives where they both decide the time has come to take their relationship to the next level... marriage.

Newly wedded with her, he was more happy than ever. They wrote to eachother and he had also started writing a song for her to send as a suprise gift. Things were going their way perfectly and it seemed as though nothing could have torn them apart...

But all this changed when he found out something very shocking, she had lied to him about her age. It wasnt too severe, but when he came to discover the consequences of being with a girl that was much underage than he, it hurt him most dearly and caused him to question their being together. He had loved her too much and he didnt want to leave her, but to keep her safe and to keep her from getting hurt even more, he decides to call off the marriage and just become great friends...

From then on, the trainwreck begins with an explosion...

Tension begins to flare as many questions of why he had to leave are asked. To almost everyone of them, he tells this story, but to some, this story is just too unreal for them to understand, so therefore they begin to get pissed. These peeps, mainly peeps who are also very young and naive, then think that by sending many messages of hatred, this would at least persuade him to return to her, but these only added onto the fire. To make things worse, when he asks his ex wife the next day of how she was feeling, she then betrays him, making him feel inferior for what he had to do, lying to him also hoping that he would be with her again. This was too much for him and he was heartbroken..

So this is where it all ends... a love that he cared for most dear, doing as much as he could to keep her safe, then betrayed just like he once was in his previous life. Must there always be a consequence for every action, even if that action was for the best to everyone? Does this lost soul ever have a chance to do what is right and earn the gratitude that he desperately needs?