In real life, i am completely confused on where i am as a son to my "father". I feel as though my "father" is screwin with me. First he seems all calm when my uncle and his wife come over today, but when they leave the mood flipsides. Maybe its just him being drunk, but he didnt notice that i was on the computer while they were still here, but when he did notice after they left, well i dont want to make it too gory, so let me just say that it wasnt pretty. *rubs swells on side* "where's that icepack?... bla"
On gaia, i'm having the most suspensful feeling, yes the weddings tomorrow. Its crazy how just the thought of marriage could be so damn compelling. Anyways, heres the info:
sweettrules
heart Your invited to .. heart
heart bloodycorpse40 and Black evil kitty13's Wedding heart
heart The wedding will be in the train staion at the zip code 001054.
We will meet in the middle. It will be on monday at 8:00pm ct. I hope you can come! heart
(all of you should know that i don't write with hearts, so any of you who were thinking that, you now know it wasnt me. If you dont believe me when i say that, tie a steak to ur crouch and go skinny dipping in the pacific and lets see who has the last laugh after that twisted .)
Afterthoughts...
Is there any reason for me to live another day if the very ones i live with treat me inferior; to be put down so severe for just the simple mistakes that occur naturally; to be forced to live a life of lies and torment yet still be required by religion to honor thy parents? Truly i say to all, must there be a reason for such the damned to be handed yet another flask filled with the upcoming day; that of which contains hours of agonizing suffering and guilt? As persisted by the habitually unmoral actions of one's masters, the life of a needing child is steadily decomposing, rotting with the deformed tyranny that plagues his soul.
However, there is still hope for that unlucky soul. The voice of the bleeding heart is being recognized by those who pity his dilemma; the forgiving lives of these contributers raise the thought of this situation as being merely a tear in the seals that create the growing mind of his knowledge, and this tear is able to heal over after many years so when he overlooks his progress, the very thought of ever having such a dilemma will only be perceived as merely a dream...
