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Not so angry this time, but I am a little frustrated. The time is 12:21P.M. on February 8th, 2009. Enough things have happened lately to put me in the mind set for a journal, so I'm making a new entry. The most recent, and most important in my mind, is really just an old grievance brought to light a second time. I'm pretty sure the entry about it started of with me taking the Lord's name in vain, so if you want to read it, go ahead. I'll just be restating it here in a calmer note. Once again, I fell victim to my bodily needs for sleep, and once again, I got yelled at for it. Like it was my fault. Forget the fact that I'm coming back in around eight hours, forget the fact that I'm devoting a large majority of my life to this online relationship in an attempt to make this poor girl happy, forget that I'm getting hazed the ******** out of by my brother for wasting my time on her, forget all that. I'm not goind to be there for her in the wee hours of the morning for at least a few nights a week, but I try to be for the rest, but does she zsee this? No. All she see's, is thatr I'm leaving her. It's a text book over reaction, if I've ever seen one. I think she justy needs to cool down a bit and then apologize to me. Yes, I think she should apologize to me. I'm firm in the belief that I have done nothing wrong. I do love her though, and I forgive her. I had more thoughts on the subject, but I thought them when I was making a sandwich, so, in my absent mindedness, I already forgot them. Oh well. The time is 12:33P.M. on February 8th, 2009.
Do All Relationships Feel So Sureal?
Wind Spirit22 · Sun Feb 08, 2009 @ 06:33pm · 2 Comments |
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